July, 01, 2013
Thirteen Days to a New Number
This site is created to collect my memories and to share stuff that i like with good people like you.
happy . moley means a happy mole. Literally, a MOLE.
I have moles, pretty many of them. I have a significant one on the side of my nose and it is RED. It is a red mole, my dermatologist told me.
I am born with some moles, other moles develop over time. I like some and learn to love them all. Just like LIFE.
I am turning 23 in thirteen days time.
Five things I am thankful for right now:
1. I am a design graduate.
I am not just any graduate but a design graduate. I love design, more than anything else. The industry, i believe will be perfect for me. This also means I am looking for a job. I want to earn my own keep and buy myself a house, with a swimming pool, that is.
2. I am back on track running and swimming.
And training for abs plus tone arms. Sometimes, I close my eyes when I run in my neighbourhood. The wind, and cool air, is awesome.
3. I am single.
I have someone I like but it's just his physical attributes I am attracted to. His character? Oh no. He is a good man, but not lover material. I have a feeling I am going to stay this way for some time.
4. My cousin, wen qian is staying with me.
To have a sister. MORE THAN AWESOME
Five things i think could be better in years to come:
1. Money management
2. My complexion.
It feels like I am having a second puberty. Hormones. RAGE. Makes me ultra depressed.
3. Go on more holidays.
I really feel so relaxed on my recent trip to BKK. ;) Made by awesome friends of course!
4. Love others more than myself
I feel i have an inability to love. Let's not talk about this.
5. Continue working out when i start proper work.
I want to be able to run 10 ks even when i am in my 60s!
It's gonna be 23 AmyC, it is time you grow up and not be the princess in the family. It's time you live like a big sister more than a lil one. GROW UP AMYC! Stop making people fuss about you and clean up your ass.
I don't need a birthday gift this year (although i wish i could buy myself the agnes b facet ring only 150 like wtf right aft discout), all i need is a job, commiitment to my workouts and better health.
I am proud of myself. This year 2013 is half gone but the better half is gonna come ;D
June, 12, 2013
Holiday. Stop rushing me, I ain't ready.
Holiday with the peeps was good. Superb indeed. Perfect getaway includes a villa and a wonderful housekeeper.
Not ready for work, not ready for pak tor or marriage. Dear mum, stop fucking rush me.
Bangkok 23 june. I am loving asia.
May, 08, 2013
Hello there, it's been a while
It's been a while! Now that thesis is done, and my relationship status is still single, i can write in peace. What a bliss.
Thesis was not too tough, it was the new dude who came into my life that made me very stressed. But now that i felt we are better apart, i shall stay single for a while more. Right.
Life is kinda good. I've been running, swimming, gyming to waste all my energy.There are places i wanna go but i might do those alone.
I have a bad crush on someone recently, despite him being so different and so unlike the typical kind of guy i will like, i had a mad crush. OK. But its just a crush and it stays there. END OF STORY.
Sums up pretty much of my life now, eating, meeting ppl whom i adore, buying shoes and making myself silly during photoshoot for gradshow.
I am leaving for taiping on 13 May, hopefully more photos will come up soon.
PLACES I WANNA GO
1. The Plain for coffee
2. Maple & Market for cakes
3. Bukit timah to hike
4. Pulau Ubin to cycle
5. Kallang leisure park to Ice skate
6. To the movies MONSTER INC.
How does it feel to be single?
I guess like i like to be a very independent person, but with a partner i become quite clingy and dependant which i actually hate that side of me totally. Emotionally and mentally so dependant on my partner, i dread it.
Which was why i guess being single is actually good for me, I am so not ready.
I am not willing to compromise or to devote my time to another person.
I am not willing to share my love neither am i willing to share time.
I might need a companion but dear Mr Right, please remember do not take good care of me. Let me walk the rocky path and hilly roads, let me tumble and fall and scrap my knees. Allow me to pick myself up and then, finally just give me a hug.
The deepest hug you can ever manage, tell me its okay because i have just proven it to be okay. I need my own space dear Mr Right. You need to read this post before you give chase for a position in my heart, if not you will lose it real quick.
I am a very different girl. Weird you can call it. I am me like that, learn to love me and learn to embrace my weaknesses. It will be difficult, I am indeed very difficult. So don't come along just to sweep me off my feet, come because you are ready to take me down the road,
the road where we may see no light, no future, no nothing but becuase it's a cool adventure we will hold on to each other and run along.
I am not ready, in any case you are before me please be patient and wait. I don't know how long, but it won't be quick, so my dear, dont fall in love too soon, with me.
December, 27, 2012
My take on Marriage.
I always say i don't believe in marrying before 35.
I sometimes don't believe in marriage.
Like any other girl, i love to call myself a wife, having a loving husband going grocery shopping with him.
I do, yes i do.
Sometimes, as i bake or cook or simply just looking at recipes, i imagined me rushing my kids to school. Telling myself if i have children, i will not allow them to watch cartoon and i will buy them cool books and crayola toys.
I will love to be a stay at home mom for my child.
But, i want to have a lifestyle. I want to earn my own keep. I want to shop.
But maybe 10 years from now, maybe 7 years from now. I will change?
I am scared of marriage because i have goals for myself. I want to earn my keep to buy a big house. It may be just a HDB but i want to design it the way i want to.
Yes, it is easier to be done by 2 person. But i don't want to get married because i want to have my own house.
I want to have my own house, and maybe i am a married women.
I know you must be thinking i am crazy.
I am extreme the way i am.
I have my own goals in life, i never told anyone because i am not sure as well if this is the main reason.
I want to marry late, because i want to be sure. Because i believe in marriage and i believe in marrying once and i need time. But that is my goal. To find the right man.
Every relationship have to move on by a certain number of years. But marriage is only a cert. It's is a name as well and more, it is a heavier responsibility and i just need alot of time to tell myself i am sure. Because i tend to give things up easily. I need time. Alot of time.
I hope my next boyfriend will be my husband to be. But i am sorry dear future husband to be, i want to get married after 35 when i am old and fugly.
Along the way, i am very sure many people will come along. I am glad i don't fall easily, because i am so different normal guys will not be able to handle me well and also i don't fall for normal guys.
So now, i shall enjoy my singlehood first. I don't crave to love anyone else for now.
My heart is full, my family, my friends, myself and my goals.
December, 27, 2012
Happiest day of my holiday!
Because my best friend found love!
I've never cried because of happiness for a while!!
Happy for tomorrow's date as well.
I don't feel like baking these days, i guess baking makes me happier and recently i am really happyyy.
My name is AmyC.
I love design and i love to travel.
I love to find comfort zone in travel.
I love my parents but usually to shy to show.
I love to look at photographs but too shy to be photographed.
I am 22 in 2012.
I wanna be the designer i wan to be.
If not i wanna be a traveller.
I can bake, not too well, but good enough for parties.
I love to brunch and i love soft to but am really picky!
I only eat seafood no meat thank you!
I dont like resolutions.
I love to write.
But in 2013,
I hope to travel and fly.
I hope to graduate with 2nd upper! (need some luck)
I hope to be 48 kg by first quarter of 2013.
HAHAHAHAHA. I am serious.
Dear good friend,
I feel elated for you. I give u my blessings for a long while and secretly hope i can attend your wedding in the NEAR future to come. :)
I've moved on, because i have a more important goal to look towards. Either a designer or a traveller at the end of the day. I believe when i come home we still can chill and talk rubbish! ;)
I hope you can bring her home to your mum soon, and your mum, is one of the kindest heart i have met. I thank god for her being so accepting of me and my imperfections. She is too wonderful and lovable!
God has been working his powers on me these few days.
He has been watching over me too.
Thank you, Thank god.
December, 08, 2012
What i have been doing.
I am going back to Kki for a while during Xmas.
maybe i will be happier. maybe maybe.
December, 04, 2012
First week of holiday.
Noon - Kbox ( had yummy subway veggie patty! )
Night - Dinner with the peeps ( had mayim soup SHIOK MAX and kimchi!!)
I weigh myself. lost 0.5kg, need to lose 7.5kg more!
EIGHT bloody kg in total.
Morning - Run (in the wee morning ) , swim (in sch with zhou yan )
Noon - Food trail at Joo Chiat ( PLS BE DISCIPLINE )
Morning - Run/ Swim (maybe running)
Noon - meet Miao LIng for lunch
go for 3 Rooms exhibition
I have plans on Thurs and Friday too!
Alot of eating involved but i NEED TO LOSE FATS! wtf seriously.
1. Do thesis
2. Learn dressmaking on my own
3. Exercise every bloody single day
4. Lose E I G H T bloody KG by 2013 (2 kg per week MUST BE STRICT LA XI GIN NA)
5. Sleep early every day *looks at time 1:44am (fug)
6. No carbs after 6pm. No snacking on unhealthy stuff.
THIS HOLIDAY IS A HEDONISTIC ONE.
November, 23, 2012
Cleaning up this space, my room, my life
I baked Cinnamon roll yesterday.
I really like baking. Thoughts jumping in and out of my brain. Maybe i should publish a book about breakfast? or maybe even simple baking recipes i've collected over the years.
I will shared the recipe next time.
I feel like cooking cabonara for my dad tonight. With Bacon and that bottle of sauce he's gotten. I think i have to stick to my protein powder for sometime, my health is deteriorating at an alarming speed. It's really that bad, my joints and muscles are getting crazy. For now, it's a strict exercise routine to get better and healthier!!
I went for a run today. Mere 30 mins run, 2 cups of ginger green tea, protein powder. I am here typing before i head to school to meet tiffany to discuss fabrics for my thesis project.
In random order. Managed to get some quick snaps with my dirty finger. HEHEH.
Okay i leave you with a final "hero shot" of the final product! :3
AmyC is back for good.
I hope she is here to stay, i had enough of the monster who took her happiness away.
God bless. Every single day , every single moment!